okay so its like, 7 am eastern time, and i am just filled with all this animosity right now. allow me to give you a proper introduction to my 'complicated ass relationship'. theres this boy whom i can honestly say i care for way more than a girl should care for a boy. i fell in love like a light traveling highspeed. i almost feel like ive crashed and burned so many times, its seriously inevitable for me to stream foward without what ive conquered. we've been on this merry-go-round for about two years and now i feel like miss crazy lady. no, really. i find myself sad for the most idiotic reasons ' so my friends say ' and im super jealous on account of, i have my personal reasons for that. but anyway back to the point. you know what i dont get about these stupid boys? they say shit and then do the total opposite. its like having your very own sour patch that you just cant eat, and im sure you'd want to, just to get rid of them. us as girls takes so much pride in being lovely and caring and always understanding even when we've been lost since you started talking. i am so tired of being tired. like, sometimes i want to just ends things, but then theres the one feeling pumping in my veins that has this ball and pain on my heart. they always say the bad times help you appriciate the good, but what about you. what about the ones that never give a guy bad times? do they even appriciate you at all? i am so mind boggled because idk how to feel exactly. i dont know if i should be mad, or if this is even something to write a fcuking blog over. whatever the case may be, BOYS STINK! if you're single, thank the lord, a boy will just keep you from achieveing your goals in life, thats how i see it.. hastalavista, signed - a hopeless romantic xoxo
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