full moon effect.

life has gotten to the point where lots of things are literally dragging me down emotionally. mentally i am at a fork. feels like the angels have finally seeked revenge with their livid halos. i am a zombie now. completely sucked empty of my blood and left as hollow as a pumkin. craving a fresh start is more of a dream. i cant seem to get this. get life. get a purpose, or moreso find one. im honestly... terrified for what will happen next.