go after her.
fcuk, dont sit there and wait for her to call.
go after her because thats what you should do if you love someone. dont wait for them to give you a sign because it might never come. dont let people happen to you, dont let me happen to you. I AM NOT A FCUKING TELEVISION SHOW OR A TORNADO. theyre have been people i could have fell in love with, but they didnt get out their real feelings, or run down the street after me, or called me up drunk, at 3 in the morning because they need to tell me right now and they cannot regret this. you see, ive always thought i'd be the only one doing crazy things for someone who would never give enough of a fcuk to do it back or act like an idiot, or be entirely vulnerable and honest. making someone fall in love with you is easy and traveling all the way to them on a 2 hour notice because you cant just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyones idea of love but it is the way i can recognize it because that is what i do with y o u .
go scream it and be with her, in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is. that is raw and that is unguarded and that is all that is worth anything, really.
