Sunday, August 26, 2012

I always read about my sign. I am
Kind of an astrology fanatic when it comes to those things. But what I still haven't come to terms with why us capricorns are so depressed all the time. I am constantly battling fatigue, worrying, anger and confusion. I take everything as a personal blow and have little trust in anyone. Most times I don't even trust myself. I ridicule myself a lot and judge everything I do to the T. And the truth is I don't know why. A part of me hates myself no for apparent reason, and I become to angry I begin to hate everyone else for being content. There are personal issues that add fuel to this, but at the end it all falls back to the one adjacent thing- ME. Wish I can get over this and not be so hard on myself...


Hopeful, MB.